get real about love
get free of 3 painful patterns in relating
Attachment, frustration, rejection: 3 simple and super-recognizable relational patterns. It’s so helpful to see how they’re operative—because, simply put, they take us away from love.
Note that we all have all three patterns, with one predominant. They work together: you have to be attached to something in order to be frustrated that it’s not in place and then reject what you don’t want.
This may seem more heady than my last deeply heart-based Love Overhaul post, but I promise there’s some gorgeous wow-juice in here. I’ve laid it out with simple clarity (not saying you’re slow or thick, oh, NOT-Molasses One; I know your life is full). And this may look long, but it has lots of skimmable bullet points.
I’ve illustrated each pattern below with simple “I” sentences. Scan for the phrases that resonate (uh, and maybe feel cringey). I invite you to watch first for your own relational patterns, then later consider how you’ve been on the receiving end of those of others.
As you read, remember there’s nothing to judge: this is just what we human beings do. We’re just trying to get our needs met because we don’t trust that’s always happening anyway. We don’t trust that life will show us how. We don’t trust that we’ll be okay if we don’t grab the reins from others (or use more subtle tactics to manage them). So read with compassion and kindness to yourself.
What could I be attached to that would keep me from purer forms of love?
How do I cultivate or demonstrate frustration, thus staving off the purer forms of love?
How many ways could I feel or wield rejection to keep myself from purer forms of love?
PAUSE. Allow an integrating breath to go fully in and fully out. You can stop here and just notice and take in the ongoing story of attachment, frustration, and rejection in human (your) relating. Or read on (or come back later) to get more clarity on moving beyond them.
Countering these relational patterns
I’ll give you a bunch of helpful bullet points, then I’ll give you the big, most important thing, the one thing to focus on if nothing else. (Spoiler alert: It’s about presence. Boils down to NOW.)
About NOW as key once again
Speaking of this moment, NOW can be understood as the great solution, the foil to the relational patterns, if you’re clear on the difference between relationship and relatedness. I learned this from Jessica Dibb and Russ Hudson, two brilliant teachers of the Enneagram.
Relationship is about structures, agreements, and expectations.
Relatedness is about active, dynamic, live, in-the-moment relating with another. You’re relating with who they are right now as who you are right now.
Once again, now is your best friend. Now contains all you need in every realm of life, and certainly to express, experience, and act upon love. (It occurs to me all human relationships are love-based—even in our professional lives, even in quick exchanges with a cashier: we’re always emitting, receiving, exchanging love.) Actual relatedness requires being present right now to what’s actually happening, what’s being said, what’s being felt.
I like to think of my progeny in terms of the current version of them. There have been so many versions over the years, so I get to keep falling in love with who they are now. We can apply this to anyone, and bring it to now: the beloved before you isn’t simply a current version as in this year’s version or this era’s; this is the current version right now, in this very moment. There has been and will be no other moment like it.
We support one another’s becoming and our endless potential to transcend false identity by simply allowing one another to be as we are right now and drop in for that. Drop in with curiosity, awe, amazement, the sense of what a privilege it is to witness and partake of this moment, to participate in it fully, to discover someone you love all over again, to discover yourself again in the process. Does it get any better than that?
I invite you to the freest love you have access to at any given moment. Breathing consciously into presence, you can witness and shift out of attachment, frustration, and rejection.
If you’d like a simple, beautiful love credo (which got more responses than anything I’ve written perhaps ever), visit my Love Overhaul post.
Love and blessings, Jaya
Please check out my upcoming Enneagram class if you have any interest in falling in love with all the types (yours included). We’ll make much of how we are all the whole Enneagram, and we’ll be digging deep for 6 sessions every third Monday at 7 pm ET, starting on February 25 (possible alternate start on March 1 for every 3 Fridays at 11 am ET)!
By the way, there are 3 Enneagram types correlated with each of the 3 relational patterns. In class, we'll look at which ones go with which (remembering, as always, that we all experience all of them). We'll go deeper with how to loosen the grip of our tendency and work with presence practices to support the letting go.
Click on button above to get facts about Fall in Love with All the Types, my Enneagram online class (video conference with option to turn your camera off) to start on Monday, Feb 25, 7 pm ET, then run every 3 weeks on these dates: March 18, April 8, 29, May 20, June 10.
(There's a chance a second session could run every third Friday at 11 am ET, starting on March 1. Let me know if you're interested.)
Curriculum posted online.
Heart art from the incomparable (Ithaca local!) ALiCE MuHLBACK. (You will not be sorry if you click on pic or her name to check out more of her insanely original, soul-stirring work.)
Even better than these pics she offered for illustrating this post: she's currently at work on my new logo! To be launched oh-so-soon!
Wow, people I've directed to Kelli Younglove's course on boundaries (Boundaries: Creating the Container of You) keep showing up in my inbox to thank me profusely and tell about new insights and layers of deepening understanding. If life has shown you that you could use help with this topic that our culture at large has a flimsy grasp on at best, check it out! Kelli is clear, compassionate, and so gorgeously authentic. She walks her talk like nobody's business.
Did you see the prior love post, Love Overhaul?
It's a love reframe. People keep telling me they've printed it out and/or that they've read it to their partner. It's a look at the pain and transmuting the pain that comes up with the beloved (any kind of beloved). In love, you take responsibility for that pain (Not You hurt me, but My pain is up.) You take on the job of soothing yourself, instead of requiring the other to change for your greater comfort. The Love Overhaul post can function as a credo or stated intention to stay present to love in the midst of it all, to keep renewing love now and now and now. Hey, and it's surprisingly brief.
The 3 patterns of relating in this post come from my study of the Enneagram, a 9-point personality typology system. Everything in the Enneagram is triadic. It's fascinating how the 9 types correlate with the 3 patterns.
Want to check out my 6-module Enneagram class, Fall in Love with All the Types, coming up in late February?
Every third Monday, 7 pm ET (starting Feb 25).
There could be a second session every third Friday at 11 am ET (starting on March 1). Let me know of your interest.
Curriculum and objectives for the Enneagram study posted here. A contact form for easy communication is also on that page.
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