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To Tell or Not to Tell:
When the Story Heals,
When the Story Hinders
Talking about the hard things that have happened to you can function as a clearing and bring healing … or not. Stories need to be told, and it's important to tell them. It's also important to notice when you're done telling the story, or when telling it no longer serves your healing but instead reinforces what you want to dispel.
Years ago, Caroline Myss (pronounced Carolyn Mace) made a strong impression on me when she addressed the power of telling and being done telling stories in her rich and substantial audio program called Energy Anatomy. (A Sounds True production, it was arguably the far superior—certainly more entertaining—companion to her book Anatomy of the Spirit.) She describes a tribe that would gather around someone in distress and, to support their healing, listen to them tell the story. Three nights in a row, they gathered again to listen. On the fourth gathering, when the person began to tell the story, everyone got up and walked away—still and entirely in full support of the storyteller's healing. Just as you must tell the story to heal, you cannot fully heal if you must keep telling the story.
So when does telling it move you toward healing and clearing, and when does it create more mental/spiritual/emotional clutter?
If you need to say the story out loud to lay all the pieces out in front of a witness, good. You probably don't need to keep doing this once it's done, though you may need to do it more than once. There's something useful about having the whole picture in view. In my childhood home, my eldest sister used to piece together complicated jigsaw puzzles on a card table. Once the image was satisfyingly laid out whole on the tabletop, it didn't stay there long before it got broken back into pieces and put away, and the table folded up and removed. Lay it all out, then you'll want to move toward dismantling it: there's nothing useful about keeping it in view.
If you need to get some basic validation that this happened to you and that it was truly painful, good. We all need validation. There was an era when people got precious little of it, or they were lucky when they did, as the idea of validation hadn't yet struck soil or taken root in the cultural mindset. That was some time ago, and there's a jungle of validation thriving in our current reality. Validation isn't the end of the line. Once you've been validated, the next stage is to open to new perceptions. (And I'm not saying you have to rush to that stage, or that anyone else has the right to tell you it's time.)
If you've been in denial of what happened or you've never really taken in its full impact, good. Tell it and hold nothing back. I'm all about feeling fully whatever you feel, looking fully into the face of whatever life presents to you. Again, once you've accomplished this, you're no longer in denial: don't get stuck in the stage of letting it in, or you'll never let it back out!
Here are some bad (as in, not useful to your healing) reasons to tell the story:
Perhaps more than anything, it's detrimental to your healing to hold onto the story because you can't be fully present; you can't inhabit NOW, which is the only arena for reality, the place where potential resides, the point from which evolution ensues.
As you keep reviewing a past, you keep yourself from coming fully into the present. Your life unfolds in the present. Your capacity to live a life that's healed, love-based, self-honoring, and in aligned service to others or the world can only reveal itself and be applied and expanded in the present. The past is over, and you get to create something entirely new as you release what came before and stop identifying with it and limiting who you are and who you can come be based on the parameters the story lays out for you.
To move beyond the story, harness your power of interpretation.
I've said and written these words before, and often follow them with, “Sometimes it's the only power you've got.” You don't have the power to undo what's been done. But once a story's been told, and the full extent of its impact on you and other relevant characters has been acknowledged, you do get to locate and benefit from your power to reinterpret some things. I'm not advocating that you sugar-coat it or go back into denial. I mean that you get to take what happened and spin it to your advantage instead of seeing it as responsible for your being damaged, undesirable, or unable to locate and fulfill your potential.
Here's a great (but not exhaustive) list of excellent questions to ask yourself in service of positive reinterpretation:
Here are some ways you can support yourself to quit telling the story once you're done:
Don't judge yourself for telling it.
Besides being enamored of telling it and committing to telling it forevermore, I can't think of much that would get you more thoroughly stuck in the story than judging yourself for telling it again. This will create shame, and shame creates stuckness. Instead, welcome yourself to the human race and proceed to the next bullet point.
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